ok, i really hate the way my body looks here, or at least it's disappointing to me. i feel like i look so huge, lumpy and boring. up close, irl, imo this outfit looks really amazing, it's like it boggles my mind to look at my body, but then when it is photographed, it's so depressing. i might try again with different lighting and angles, and try to be a little less stiff. probably losing weight would help. maybe wearing heels might help the proportions a bit.. here i'm wearing relatively flat black leather boots that lace up to the knees underneath (i've had them a really long time.)
hopefully now i've got most of that irritating obsessive appearance crap out of my system for the time being, and can move on to other things. if there is anything else in my system. heh, just kidding, of course there is always the other type of obsession.